Jesse’s Lost Journal — by Mark Patton

Entry 5, 1982

I am wondering about something my mom said… she says I have been screaming in my room in the night. The Dick mumbled something about it sounding like a girl screaming in the house, I just took that wisecrack from him that I do not need to hear.

Maybe screaming is like snoring and you do not know you are doing it but I really do not think that is the case. Seems everyone in the house jokes about it, but now they are getting annoyed… whatever!

I have no dreams bad or good so why would I scream? I feel as my body is changing and it has something to do with my sleep… I know that is strange… can guys be anorexic? I seem to be losing my desire to eat.

The heat in the house continues, last night I slept in the closet as that was the only place that I could relax enough to sleep…
Is this strange? It is just my life.

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