Jesse’s Lost Journal — by Mark Patton

Entry 15, 1982

OK, this is what we know so far… it is the same guy and there is a lot of death around him, because of him and those knives. The most important thing that I took away was her comment “I am into Survival”… Me too, the question is, what will that cost?

I believe his relationship to me is different and he wants something that I am not willing to give up. Me. The girl, he wants to kill her but I have this feeling he does not want to kill me. Why? I think I know. I am scared, I will not lie, but I have a plan.

I hope this does not sound too awful but I know the girl likes me and I like her, just not in the same way but she can help me and I must let her. I have to let her take the lead, so he does not see my plan. I feel bad but I know she has already entered this world and her karma is here too. I need a friend.

Together I think we can take him down. Please Jesus no dreams tonight. I need a break but I will not count on that. I believe it has begun.

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